雖然無開始過....佢就去左外國了....
見唔到佢online....又明知自己唔會收到佢電話....
個心好痛好痛....好唔捨得....
真係好掛住佢......好想可以同佢傾計...
好想好似之前咁...每晚都可以聽到佢把聲.......
但...我諗佢唔會再搵我架啦....
嗚......好唔開心.....好辛苦.....
真係幾似以前失戀既感覺咁.....
專心唔到做野.....

大家話下我啦....鬧醒我....

嗚...其實我知道自己唔可以咁沉落去架...
但真係好似無曬動力....
個心好拿住拿住咁..... ..好辛苦....
想喊又喊唔出...又唔知為乜喊....
屈得好辛苦....

好想好想會收到佢既mails/msgs....更想聽到佢把聲...
但呢D只係我既奢望.....
唔會實現...
我明白"隨緣"...
但呢刻我真係做唔到....><

佢而家應該到左美國的了...
雖然佢臨走之前都sms過我~said we are gd frds now~
但至今都未見佢online...
所以...我唔知佢仲會唔會想搵我...
定係只係好讓大家好下台D先咁講...